HAVING SEX WHEN YOU'RE FAT When you grow up thinking you are not desirable,you basically throw away the idea of finding love. The idea of having sex is even far-fetched and when you do fall in love and you want to take your relationship to next level, the insecurities you have with your body makes you doubt your choices. So many, literally so many thoughts run right,left and centre What should I wear? Would I even look sexy? I don't want him to see me naked. I can't see myself naked. How will he? What if he sees that my thighs jiggle and has stretch marks? What if he notices I wear spanks?What if I don't look good without make-up? Can I switch off the lights so that he doesn't see me? Oh, I need a blanket. That way I can cover myself. Will my weight hurt him if I'm on top? Will I be flexible enough for that position? Will he find me undesirable? Will he leave me if he gets to see the real me? Will I ever find somebody else to have sex with if not ...
Time is a great leveler. So is Nature. The whole world is in the grip of coronavirus pandemic, with many countries in complete lockdown for several months now. The pandemic has affected almost all countries in the world barring a few. Life has come to a standstill and people are confined indoors at home with limited access to move out for essential chores. It is as if in one sweeping stroke the virus has pushed the Reset button on human life on the planet. The frenzied pace of human activity – all kinds of social and professional gatherings, meetings and travelling – has come to a screeching halt that is accompanied by disbelief, shock, confusion and despair. A thick cloud of fear and gloom is hanging over cities across the globe as the virus continues to infect and kill more and more people every day. For all the conceit about their scientific know-how, mankind is shaken to the bits by the display of virus’ destructive power. The writing is very bold and clear on the wall....